matilde tomatNov 21, 20193 mincandourThis process of emptying, sorting, cleaning dusty areas of the heart, going through old photographs of the mind, feeling, acknowledging, ...
matilde tomatNov 21, 20194 minariadne is lostiI you are a fragile client, who is in need of support and compassion, and understanding: how fair is it that your therapist bares herself?
matilde tomatNov 14, 20193 mingormley / RAI liked the simplicity and congruence, from start to finish, of the whole exhibition: simple lines, mono-colour in its own various tones.
matilde tomatNov 11, 20191 minlondinumAgain, I felt the same vibe: independence, opportunities, possibilities, openness. Trust. She allowed me to trust her, again, and so I did.
matilde tomatOct 21, 20193 mina rat in a bin - tpw[l] - 20I will continue my pilgrimage in exploring who I am taking my time to stop in relevant places and honour time and the lessons I am learning.
matilde tomatOct 17, 20192 minalter ego - tpw[l] - 19I am actually writing. Not this blog, not the research for college, or stuff for my other job. I don’t mean that. I mean real writing.
matilde tomatOct 14, 20196 minlint-pickers - tpw[l] - 18I went outside in the backyard and peeked through the windows at two police vans parked in my street and looking very busy.
matilde tomatSep 30, 20193 minthe body knows best - tpw[l] - 17There is a void in me. I can feel and almost touch this void. This void is calling me, and I need to address it first.
matilde tomatSep 26, 20195 minthe hare that ran away - tpw[l] - 16My desire now is for life to surprise me.
matilde tomatSep 23, 20196 mina mano - tpw[l] - 15What everyone understood is that love hasn’t ended.
matilde tomatSep 16, 20193 minsuspended - tpw[l] - 14I am waiting. I am in a state of expectation. Almost suspended breathing...
matilde tomatSep 12, 20193 mine·noughty - tpw[l] - 13And my JouJou, covered in wool, will ride her dragon, surrounded by sparrows, and she will protect the Great Whale.
matilde tomatSep 9, 20197 minkajeiobciuwer - tpw[l] - 12I am here now encouraging myself, telling me I can do it, I want to do it, and that I am ok in doing it.
matilde tomatSep 4, 20196 minprofessor h. higgins - tpw[l] - 11I am happy. Don’t get me wrong, I am well-mannered, and educated with it comes to engage with other people. It’s just that I prefer not to.
matilde tomatSep 1, 20195 mininexorable - tpw[l] - 10The HB on the paper, with those wide lines in faint black and red. I can see my hand: my very first act of creation. My statement.
matilde tomatAug 29, 20196 minpippi - tpw[l] - 09She sounded mature, grave, depressed, heavy, damned, charismatic, beautiful, fascinating, alluring, very enigmatic. All the things I wasn't.
matilde tomatAug 22, 20194 mingypsytude - tpw[l] - 07This feeling of gipsytude in me, of days with no name, not keeping time, not counting hours. The epitome of letting it be, que será, será...
matilde tomatAug 18, 20194 minforgetting myself - tpw[l] - 06an artist slash writer ⧿ she is trying to make it ⧿ I really don’t know what she does ⧿ but I love her very much ⧿ please don’t tell her...