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therapy is not what you think
This is why I say that therapy is not “helping”. Therapy done in this way costs weight in my bones, loneliness in my psyche, and a lot of misunderstanding. This is why when I say that I know, it is because I know. In that state, I don’t observe, I become the conduit. There, the soul speaks.

matilde tomat
May 319 min read


he came + sat in front of me
He watched his son with the same dread a man watches a ship sinking into the sea, knowing he couldn’t swim fast enough.

matilde tomat
Feb 205 min read


reserv·ātiō /31
In the meantime, I have so many other questions, but I start this process by re-reading Plato and taking of course a lot of notes!

matilde tomat
Nov 15, 20232 min read


reserv·ātiō /29 - 2/2
Hold on a sec, is this the righteous entitled bitch showing up again?

matilde tomat
Nov 10, 20236 min read


reserv·ātiō /28 - 1/2
My coffee place is a blend and if I cannot offer the blend, it’s not me.
On coffee, Jung & the perfect bite.

matilde tomat
Nov 9, 20236 min read


reserv·ātiō /21
... in a kind of almost reprimanding tone: you have wasted enough time, you know what you have to do, focus on what is important!

matilde tomat
Oct 28, 20233 min read


reserv·ātiō /19
Things seem to be at a standstill. I have spent the day walking, conversing, and reading Jung's Alchemical Studies. There is this very...

matilde tomat
Oct 25, 20232 min read


reserv·ātiō /16
I am a Seeker, a Traveller, an Antevasín, a Woman of the Liminal Spaces. This is my peculiarity, my uniqueness.

matilde tomat
Oct 21, 20236 min read


reserv·ātiō /02
I thought I needed to give her what I was missing. She was my Inner Child in the end.
My supervisor told me to kill her. Kill the child.

matilde tomat
Oct 3, 20232 min read


MRes wk 04 - 18OCT22
I am away. I don't think I have ever felt such a need to leave as I felt lately. I didn't even pack. I was ready. I have been ready since...

matilde tomat
Oct 19, 20222 min read


the STONE : the thread
I am writing this on Sunday because I needed time to understand the signs and synchronicities of yesterday. My week has been filled with...

matilde tomat
Feb 21, 20216 min read
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