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no Point B: shamanic journeys, rupture, and the ecology of spirit
This journey unfolded as a complete cycle of initiation. The volcano gifted me primal power; Wolf consumed me and returned me, dissolving and remaking me; the water of the pond purified me; the tribe welcomed me into the rhythm of collective life; the Snake raised me into ecstatic energy, uniting body and spirit. It was not symbolic alone. It was visceral, embodied. My clapping, howling, stomping, and humming brought the vision into flesh. This was not only “seen” but lived.

matilde tomat
Aug 1911 min read


40 : completion
The two worlds are not separate; they are part of one movement. We are not called to remain in rarefied light, but to bring it back with us — to carry the mountaintop into the village.

matilde tomat
Apr 122 min read


39 : the view from the cross
We must learn to sit in the moment before rebirth.
Before we are sure.
Before the story ends well.

matilde tomat
Apr 112 min read


38 : on finding your tribe
Finding your spiritual tribe is an act of resistance — a quiet declaration that truth, love, and courage are possible when shared.

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Apr 102 min read


37 : on absolute answers
This is the Lotus Sutra’s radical insight: every single moment contains the full range of possibility. In uncertainty lies creativity.

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Apr 92 min read


36 : emotional floods
Even in the flood, we are not powerless. Even in despair, we carry seeds of new life.

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Apr 82 min read


35 : in-between
Death and rebirth are universal themes found across many traditions, from ancient mystery cults to Jungian individuation.

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Apr 72 min read


34 : catharsis
Sometimes, transformation requires disruption.

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Apr 62 min read


33 : wait!
Waiting means sitting and facing our Shadow, our Devil King of the Sixth Heaven, and asking them where we need to change.

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Apr 52 min read


32 : talk to me
Words, when used with clarity and wisdom, can bridge gaps, connect people, and give meaning to experience.

matilde tomat
Apr 42 min read


31 : be still
The more we accept the presence of chaos, the more we cultivate an inner stillness that cannot be shaken by outer turmoil.

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Apr 32 min read


30 : realisation
Sometimes, it takes a great disruption — an unexpected event, a loss, a challenge — to shake us awake.

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Apr 22 min read


29 : guidance
The Shepherd is not a distant authority figure but an inner presence, guiding us through the wilderness of our fears and uncertainties.

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Apr 12 min read


28 : the dark night of the soul
Gethsemane represents the dark night of the soul, the place where we come face to face with our deepest fears, grief, and uncertainty.

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Mar 312 min read


27 : the desert
Through solitude and discipline, we can begin to integrate these aspects of ourselves, gaining wisdom and strength in the process.

matilde tomat
Mar 302 min read


26 : the Madeleine
Transformation is not possible without letting go of the old.

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Mar 292 min read


25 : on denial
Fear will always try to pull us away from what we hold most dear.

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Mar 282 min read


24 : those women
Betrayal represents the breaking of a sacred trust, often shattering the sense of wholeness within the Self.

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Mar 272 min read


23 : opportunities
The call of the Self is not something we can ignore forever — it demands to be answered.

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Mar 262 min read


22 : waters
This moment is profound because it occurs in an unexpected place, with an unlikely person.

matilde tomat
Mar 252 min read
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